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Uncategorized Jan 29, 2025
   
I Worried

I worried a lot. Will the garden grow, will the rivers
flow in the right direction, will the earth turn
as it was taught, and if not how shall
I correct it?
Was I right, was I wrong, will I be forgiven,
can I do better?
Will I ever be able to sing, even the sparrows
can do it and I am, well,
hopeless.
Is my eyesight fading or am I just imagining it,
am I going to get rheumatism,
lockjaw, dementia?
Finally, I saw that worrying had come to nothing.
And gave it up. And took my old body
and went out into the morning,
and sang.


- Mary Oliver

     
     

Fenella,

 

Like many of us, I often feel pulled in a million directions. Some pulls are joyful and exciting; others feel more like unwelcome shoves.

 

Mary Oliver’s poem resonated with me because it reminds me that worrying, though it feels so urgent in the moment, often doesn’t serve us. When we can let it go, we then create space for something more meaningful: presence, gratitude, and the willingness to step into joy—even if it’s as simple as stepping outside and having abit of a sing.

 

I’ll admit, I’ve had my share of habits that keep me in that cycle of worrying or overthinking: extra coffee in the afternoon (I LOVE coffee, but two cups in and I’m wide awake at 3 am), scrolling through that “perfect” yoga influencer’s reels (I hate how perfect the lighting is every single time), or "casually" checking emails when I should just be present with my kids (its never casual, it always means I end up working in some way shape or form).

 

What’s the common thread? These habits keep me avoiding the nothingness—the stillness—where real peace and presence can thrive but yet is so easily forgotten.

 

But since stepping back from regularly teaching yoga classes (I miss it so dang much, but it's just not my time at the moment), I’ve found a beautiful new rhythm. I’ve embraced being a student again. I’ve relished our online classes, and inspired by the weather and our book club reading, I’ve tried to move some of my yoga practice outdoors when I can. Sitting under the sun, feeling its warmth, I remember: this life is so big, so full of love. We just have to be open to finding and receiving it.

 

Here at Nin Yoga, I see love and magic daily. Our community is nothing short of extraordinary, and what we’re building together only gets better from here. Thank you for being a part of it all—through every high and low, you are the reason this journey is so beautifully rich and rewarding.

     
Two women laughing and holding hands as they try and do a yoga pose together.
     

Shoutout to literally all the humans above who also deal with all the ups and downs alongside me!

 

So, What’s New at Nin Yoga?

  • Reformer Pilates has arrived at Nin Yoga Penrith! Eleven reformers have found their new home with us, and our studio manager and reformer teacher Karen will introduce you to these beauties in next week’s newsletter. (Karen, if you’re reading this, thank you in advance!)

  • FREE Yoga & Pilates Classes: On Saturday, February 8th, join Karen, Dolce, Paige, and Candice for a day of free Clinical Pilates, Reformer Pilates, Vinyasa and Yin Yoga. Spaces are already booking up (off the top of my head, we have spots left in only the 2 pm reformer, but if we get enough demand, we will buy a 3 pm one also!

  • Courses Coming Back Soon: Over the next few months, we’ll offer 4-week courses in Prenatal Yoga, Reformer Pilates, and Beginner Yoga. Plus, our first book club meetup will happen in March! Fun-diddly!

  • $89 30-Day Trial Offer: Our trial now includes a 30-minute one-on-one private class to help you figure out exactly what you need to get started on your new wellness journey (because lets be real, if you have not done yoga or pilates before it can come across as pretty intimidating).

     
   

Mary Oliver reminds us that we make room for joy when we let go of our worries. Whether stepping onto your mat, taking a moment for yourself in nature, or exploring a new practice like yoga or reformer Pilates, remember this: life is so wonderfully full of magic and that corny thing known as love, and it’s waiting for us to notice.

 

Thankful for all these opportunities to share authentically and spiritually with you all,

 


Annika xx

 

 P.S Our Yin Yoga & Meditation Teacher Training is BOOKED OUT. Next one has now been locked in for July 25th 2025.

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